Almost Two Months

I am writing this without reading my last post first. Hopefully when I do look back I will see actual growth - not stagnation or reversal.
These past two months have been very revealing - I could say things in my personal life have taken giant steps in the wrong direction, but I am a Child of a Living GOD!! I do believe Jeremiah 29:11 - although satan would rather I didn't , and I do hold to Romans 8:28 - and so very many others - despite what my current circumstances may be telling me.
Does that mean I am perfect and handle all situations with grace and aplomb? No. Simply, definitely, no.
I want to.
So, here I am - around 7 months since this particular life journey began for me, and would have said even 6 weeks ago that we were further ahead from the starting point that at any other time since May. But, life changes. People make choices. People get wrapped up in lies to themselves and from the enemy. It is so sad to see and be a part of. I pray that I am never so very blinded by the enemy. I pray for radical repentance and a breaking of wills - even if it has to be mine :D
I know that my will is no good - I am depending on God to show me His Will daily and to give me the strength to actually move forward in it. I know when I do I am always so much more at peace and more loving toward others.
Pray with me.