Living Life

i am truly amazed at the ones that are committed to daily updates!! i just do not have that kind of time - or maybe it is a lack of discipline? No, I prefer to look at it as just "living life".

Right now life has been interesting - I am back at work after having surgery in Dec. The kids are all doing well - Poodleduck has been having issues with his eosiniphilic gastroenteritis. He has lost two pounds over the past couple of months. I am trying not to worry about that since the doctors are not too concerned at this point. Truthfully - I look back and am reminded of how far he has come anyway - from a failure to thrive baby and toddler - to a 40lb. five year old! How awesome is that? He has been accepted into a study for a new medicine Glaxo Smith Kline has developed for his issues - we are thrilled - maybe a little apprehensive, but mainly believing God for a miracle!! Maybe this is it - who knows?

I am looking at other jobs. Ones that will allow me to be home with the kids more. I really need to work financially, but also know that I need to be at home for the kids - especially as they are getting older.

I continue to struggle with submission - and probably with trust also - nothing comes too easily for me in those areas. I am not proud of this - just hoping that God will continue to shower His mercy on my marriage and family.

Hope everyone reading this is doing well -